I always do really well until a few weeks into the semester.

for the past three weeks, I’ve never skipped a class and I was always on time and always sat in the front row. this week didn’t work out so well.

I tried, I really did. but I’ve missed almost a class a day.

monday, I went to my first of three classes, and then my middle one got cancelled. I went home to eat, got a stomach ache, and figured it was ok to skip my research methods in psychology class just this once, especially because I would start the paper I had due on wednesday with my free time.

tuesday, I got to campus for my first of two classes and realized that I didn’t have my notebook, or the homework due in my second class. I took the bus home and by the time I got back to campus, it was an hour later and I had entirely missed my first class. the bus system here only runs every half hour. ):

wednesday, I went to all three of my classes.

today, however, I missed the bus twice and have now entirely missed my first class. I shouldn’t have gotten so caught up in the strangeness of groundhog day! 

I have an in-class writing in my second class of today, and then I’m done for the week. I haven’t done the reading, but I have time to do it now if I want.

fact is, I’m allowed to miss two in-class writings without it affecting my grade… and there’s only three left. and that class is super easy. so I’m considering just not going. this would be my fourth skip of the week (out of 10 classes), but my first intentional one…

I feel like a bad student but really I’m just tired and want to start a fresh week.

sorry I post about things nobody cares about.

4 months ago · 3 notes

4 months ago · 53,921 notes · Source · Reblogged from quesadildo

tonight sucked.

my dad left for germany, again. won’t see him until summer. went to steve’s, watched some star wars, and got in a stupid, pointless fight. tried to leave with some dignity, but my car wouldn’t start so I had to wait in the snow for my mom to come and help me. 

now I’m at home watching television and eating chips & salsa. I’m getting oral surgery in the morning, so I’ll be loopy all day and I think my mom’s going to take me shopping for new winter boots. I guess that’ll be fun. but I’m in this horrible mood that I can’t shake, and I have a feeling it’s going to linger for a while.

this bites this bites this bites.

5 months ago · Notes

6 months ago · 10,975 notes · Source · Reblogged from satanpositive

my life is a joke.

taking a personal break from tumblr. I think I should just avoid the internet and read a few good books, this next week. it’s going to be hell.

7 months ago · Notes

here’s my schedule. the weekend reads:
STEVE COMES TO VISIT?<3
Go home to see Steve for his birthday
Stay in Mt. Pleasant and cry

ughughugh I am so sad

here’s my schedule. the weekend reads:

STEVE COMES TO VISIT?<3

Go home to see Steve for his birthday

Stay in Mt. Pleasant and cry




ughughugh I am so sad

7 months ago · 19 notes

I hate my bed.

for the past two nights I’ve been tossing and turning. my mattress fucking sucks. I bet I have to move the beams around, underneath it.

why  is my bed so shitty I just want to be in it all the time ):

8 months ago · Notes

sooooo I have like 240 followers now

except the most recent five are those bogus “tumblriq” pages.

fuck my life.

11 months ago · 1 note

soooo my mom’s up at CMU because my sister had to get her dress for erica’s wedding hemmed

and now she wants to take me out to get something to eat.

fuuuuuuuuck I don’t want to put clothes on. ):

1 year ago · Notes

for some reason, I’m feeling incredibly cutesy right now.

all I want to do is cuddle up with you and list all of the reasons why I’ve fallen head-over-heels.

you kiss me on the forehead. you make me feel better when I get hurt. you know exactly how to make me smile. you tell me how pretty I am, even when I look like shit. you smoke weed with me. you take care of me when I’m sick or drunk. you don’t judge me. you wipe away my tears when I cry. you try your hardest to be patient with me. you listen. you care enough to read all of the silly things I write on tumblr. you save all of the juvenile pictures I draw/color for you. you let me play video games even though I’m really bad at them. you make me feel beautiful. you watch stupid television with me. you go on walks with me in the park. you don’t care if all I can afford is fast food. you hug me like you never want to let me go. you like thinking about our future together. you said that we could get kittens, one day. you always pick up the phone even though you hate talking on it. you have the most amazing eyes. you cuddle with me whenever I ask. you aren’t embarrassed to introduce me to your friends. you bring out the absolute best in me, and you love me just the way I am.

I love you more than anything in the world, steve.

1 year ago · Notes

I just wrote a really crap essay

I worked on it all day, but in the end I got really bad writer’s block and finally just gave up. ):

1 year ago · Notes

GUESS WHO DOESN&#8217;T WANT TO WRITE THIS ESSAY!

GUESS WHO DOESN’T WANT TO WRITE THIS ESSAY!

1 year ago · Notes

):<

the latest movie time for it’s kind of a funny story is 9:50. steve gets off work at 9:30, so I doubt we’ll make it. there are a few theatres with later show times, but they’re mega far away. ): 

1 year ago · Notes

sooo. I went to bed

and fell asleep really fast for the first time in a long time.

then got woken up at 2 am by a fire alarm. actually, mandy woke me up. I apparently slept through the fire alarm. O_o

anyway, then I stood outside in sweats and shoes, rubbing my eyes and panicking about whether or not I would get enough sleep before my test and speech in the morning.

now I’m going back to bed. 

my head hurts ):

1 year ago · Notes